Archive for August, 2004
making it public
0I was listening to NPR on the way into work today (not like this is some special event…I listen to NPR EVERY morning on my way into work) and they had a segment on leisure and laziness…and how Americans don’t really use their leisure/vacation time well.
Yesterday, on my way home, I was talking to my sister. I told her that since I didn’t have kids, didn’t have anything to really tie me down (except my house), that I’m going to start planning big trips every year. Every year, I’m going to travel somewhere that I’ve always wanted to go…whether it’s overseas or just within this country.
I could totally hear it in her voice: she thinks that I shouldn’t do this. She thinks that I should be happy with staying home, that I should be like the rest of the family.
I’m not, though. One of the things I love best is to travel, to see new things, to experience new adventures.
I am hoping I get to go to Germany over the winter holiday break. That’s my ultimate goal right now. However, depending on the connections I have there, we’ll see how it goes.
I don’t mind traveling alone. There are only a few places I wouldn’t go alone…and mostly because I’m a big chicken. heh. I wouldn’t go to NYC alone…even though I would LOVE to
visit it. I wouldn’t go to Egypt alone (well, for obvious reasons…I shouldn’t go there alone).
There are so many places I want to experience. There are so many things I want to do. If I don’t make that decision, then it won’t come to fruition. So, there…I’ve said it in public. I
have to make it happen now.
Right?
Monday August 2, 2004
0Sometimes I think I’m such a dork. Ok, not just sometimes. I think I am dorky. 
I follow my heart, without a care, and dive into things with an impetuousness that many would believe is not befitting of my age. I’m one of those people who believes I’m not living unless I follow my heart…head be damned.
And sometimes, in those occasions, I have the opportunities to feel completely stupid, completely dorky, or just lost.
I did something like that this morning and now I’m questioning myself. Was it stupid? Was it dorky? Was it just me being me, following the only guide I know?
I hope time will tell.
life as a dork
0Sometimes I think I’m such a dork. Ok, not just sometimes. I think I am dorky. 
I follow my heart, without a care, and dive into things with an impetuousness that many would believe is not befitting of my age. I’m one of those people who believes I’m not living unless I follow my heart…head be damned.
And sometimes, in those occasions, I have the opportunities to feel completely stupid, completely dorky, or just lost.
I did something like that this morning and now I’m questioning myself. Was it stupid? Was it dorky? Was it just me being me, following the only guide I know?
I hope time will tell.