So, what’s going on is this: I’m questioning my ability to be in a healthy relationship.

I’m wondering if I have what it takes. I’m wondering if I have the ability to give what it takes and to accept the overall goodness of another human being.

Can I trust?

Oh, yeah…I have those trust issues. I’ve never been able to trust anyone else as much as myself and letting go of that fear is difficult.

I want to believe.

I want to think that if I let go, I won’t fall.

I need to believe that.