Justice is sick. He’s not just a little sick. He’s back in the hospital, has pneumonia sick.

And I feel guilty.

I had a sinus infection and conjunctivitis last week and the week before and I wonder if I got him sick.

When I’m around him, I can resist hugging and kissing him. He’s so sweet. He’s so beautiful. His smile lights up the world. When he stretches his arms out to me, I want to hug him to me.

And I did.

*sigh*

I guess I worry more just because things affect him so much. It worries me that I may do something to harm him. I don’t like thinking I could do that…even unintentionally.