mongrel heart
american life in poetry: column 043
by ted kooser, u.s. poet laureate
Unlike the calculated expressions of feeling common to its human masters, there is nothing disingenuous about the way a dog praises, celebrates, frets or mourns. In this poem David Baker gives us just such an endearing mutt.
Mongrel Heart
Up the dog bounds to the window, baying
like a basset his doleful, tearing sounds
from the belly, as if mourning a dead king,and now he’s howling like a beagle — yips, brays,
gagging growls — and scratching the sill paintless,
that’s how much he’s missed you, the two of you,both of you, mother and daughter, my wife
and child. All week he’s curled at my feet,
warming himself and me watching more TV,or wandered the lonely rooms, my dog shadow,
who like a poodle now hops, amped-up windup
maniac yo-yo with matted curls and snot nosesmearing the panes, having heard another car
like yours taking its grinding turn down
our block, or a school bus, or bird-squawk,that’s how much he’s missed you, good dog,
companion dog, dog-of-all-types, most excellent dog
I told you once and for all we should never get.
Reprinted from “The Southeast Review,” Vol. 23, No. 2, 2005, by permission of the author, whose newest book of poetry is “Midwest Eclogue,” W. W. Norton (2005). Copyright (c) 2005 by David Baker. This weekly column is supported by The Poetry Foundation, The Library of Congress, and the Department of English at the University of Nebraska, Lincoln. This column does not accept unsolicited poetry.

i love dogs more than alomost anything on the planet. dogs have never fucked me over like people do, even like bastard cats do. i have a rotten cat who stalks me when i am sleeping and then bites me; a dog would never do that.
i have rescued dogs for 20 years. i had up to 15 at one time and have always found homes for the overflow. i have a deformed pup now. my son said, “mom, you should put him to sleep.” pissed me off so bad. i launched into a rant about hitler and if i killed defective things, he (my son) wouldn’t be walking the earth now. the boy just kind of quietly got away from me.
sometimes i get angry and think if i didn’t have all these stupid animals i could actually have a life. and then i realize i do. not everyone has a dog pack who would do whatever necessary to protect the leader of the pack. they are a lot of work but honestly, i would be able to sleep or live with my guilt if i didn’t know they were OK.
i worte a post in september, i think, called “the boozer.” this dog is the greatest animal i have ever known and he is probably the very best friend, animal, human, or otherwise, i will ever have. it makes my heart hurt to know i will most likely out live him and i will have to grieve him. he was tortured and abused when he was young but i rescued him at 10 months and he loves me so much. i feel it and i see it in his eyes. it’s mutual. pathetic…my best friend is a dog…but i wouldn’t trade his friendship and love for anything.