photo by me

Okay. So, it turns out that fire guy isn’t such a bad guy after all.

Yeah, yeah. Bryan and sage, you were right. Color me embarrassed.

He had some family issues going on and didn’t want to call me when he was upset about them. He said he was pretty angry about this situation and didn’t want to bring it into the conversation. Which is pretty considerate, actually. But I’m not sure why he couldn’t just send an email to say so. That’s me thinking, though, and I know I can’t expect everyone to do exactly what I’d like them to do.

Darn it.

He called last night, though, and we had a good conversation. He either wants to come over during New Year’s weekend or wants me to visit his city during that weekend. I think that I’d like to meet him here first. This is where I feel safest. And while I know his city fairly well, it’s just not the same as being at home.

Oh…and he doesn’t know about my blog. But, as a friend keeps telling me, it’s not exactly hard to find me on the internets. I’m out there. Plain as day if you’re looking for me.

So, this multiple dating thing does not come without it’s problems. Tea guy can’t meet me for lunch tomorrow. Now he wants to reschedule for the same day that fire guy may be coming in to town.

Oy.

I’m not a good juggler. Not of people anyway. I juggle my things just fine but I don’t like juggling people. It just smacks of something seedy to me. And this isn’t an earthy, good seedy. It’s that rank, scary seedy. All right. Fine. Not necessarily scary. But still. Icky.

This is why I’m a monogamist. I hate this. If I didn’t, I’d be out playing the field all of the time.

Anyway, fire guy still wants to visit (is pretty excited about it, actually). Tea guy still wants to have lunch. And I haven’t even begun to discuss MBA guy. Oh, yes…there is MBA guy…and photography guy, too.

Yup. I’m just so dang popular.

*snort*