love: internet style
For some reason, I can’t seem to embed movies in my blog anymore. They throw off all of my settings. So, I’ll link to it until I figure out what the problem is.
Yes. I know it’s irritating. And yes, I know this is the type of song that will stay in your head all day long.
But come on! It’s funny. And so close to the truth (at least for me, at times) that it’s almost painful.
What, you may ask, is the painful part? Oh, it’s the meeting someone online that you can’t wait to talk to. It’s the logging in to email or IM and hoping against hope that that person is there. When he isn’t, you are disappointed but would you ever show it? Oh, no. You (or, in this case, me) act nonchalant as if nothing fazes you.
Nothing. Not one thing.
Not even his apparent disregard for your full-blown crush.
Ahem.
Not that I pine for people, you know. I don’t. I’m much more independent than that. I don’t need to wile away my days, thinking about and missing someone.
Really.
I don’t.
Am I fooling you yet?
I have myself half convinced of this.
But only half.
Because the other part of me, the much more insightful and intelligent part, knows that I’m full of it. Like anyone else, I enjoy attention and like to know I matter.
“not even his apparent disregard for your full-blown crush*
oy, do i hear you there… *hug*
i *feel* this.